Figment of Me.

I want to be brave.

Sometimes i hate myself for no reason.
I hate how after an argument, i think about more clever words i could of said.
I hate how after i did something stupid, i think about more clever act i could of did.
I’m going on 17 but i don’t feel mature enough to be on that age next year. I’m still a child. I think i’m strong enough but the real thing is, i’m still too weak. Weak. Weak. Weak. God please help me… I want to be a strong woman, i want to be strong for my friends & family. I want to protect the people i love. I want to be wise. Help……..

Oh man this is a cliche. Daaaaaamn.

Was just listening to Gotye-Somebody That I Used To Know then i checked the full lyrics. A few of the lyrics didn’t fit in me but it’s like 85% suit me in my current life. Fuck.

yeahitsberti:

Tomorrow, 21st March 2011 at 4p.m will be my first match on Honda DBL Yogyakarta series! Can’t be more excited :) i’ve waited for so long for this time, and suddenly it’s in front of me. Got a mega big support from Massa Padmanaba, wearing jersey #11, gonna meet my team. No time to be nervous! x) that’s why i love basketball.

Good novels with interesting plot of story?

Laptop with fast internet connection?

Sketchbook; while your passion to draw or doodle is too high?

DVDs of great movies that you missed from the cinema?

Addictive game from your iPhone; and your friend has beaten your highscore?

Lay down on your bed with plenty of snacks and hot coffee?

WHILE NEXT WEEK YOU’LL FACE THE MIDTERM TEST.

Hard to say it, but… I choose my lesson book. Goodbye all the interesting things… :(